NEVER SAY NEVER
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videla sem kako je Justin pogledal vstran. videla sem tisti njegov izraz na obrazu. ne morem opisati kakšen je bil. ta novica ga je zelo šokirala. nekaj časa ni rekel nič, nato pa je vseeno spregovoril
''how? when?''
''on boat I think..''
''omg. what would you do? we can't have it.''
''I don't know. I don't want to kill it..''
''then what? we are too young to have family. and what about my career?''
takrat sem se začela jokati. Justin ni bil pripravljen imeti otroka, in tudi sama nisem bila. vendar ne morem na splav. ne morem ubiti otroka. vedno sem bila proti splavu in tega ne bom spremenila. Justin me je videl, da sem obupana, prišel je bliže k meni in me objel.
''I'm sorry'' sem mu rekla v joku. takrat pa je začel jokati še on.
''I'm not ready for something big like that''
''I know Justin.. me neighter. but I can't kill it.. I just can't''
''we will figure something out'' še močneje me je objel, dokler nisem nehala jokati.
zdaj bi najbolj potrebovala svoje starše, vendar oni zame ne obstajajo več, tako kot jaz za njih ne.

Hanna je prišla in ko je videla, da sva oba obupana nama je poskusila pomagati
''Justin you can keep your career. I will help Mia take care of baby'' oba sva jo pogledala
''Hanna, I don't want you to leave everything and just be with me because of baby all the time''
''Mia, you are my cousin and I love you the most. I would do that for you'' malo mi je že odleglo, vendar ko sem zagledala Justina, sem vedela, da se on ne strinja z tem. otroka sploh noče imeti.
''what about others?'' je vprašal Justin
''others?''
''other people. there would be so much drama around this baby and you and me and everything. I just don't know what to do''